I am so beyond tired/stressed/overwhelmed right now. This week has been especially hard... I've woken up late for work the past three days in a row, and yesterday I even called in and said I wasn't feeling well (which I wasn't), and would be in late, and came in to work at around 11:00am. I also haven't been eating much, and when I do, its crap. The other day I ate a 1/2 bag of Goldfish, and a box of Mac n Cheese....I guess it's just a mixtured of things. Mostly, the wedding, but also Team In Training (which I have not been keeping up on this week. Bad Mentor!), friends, life, etc. Also Jose started his clinical internship for paramedic school in Stockton, so he has been working nights out there. I don't mind when he works nights... It used to bother me to be home alone, but it really doesn't anymore. Plus I have Adam and the cats there, so its not so bad. But, when Jose works all night for some reason I can't go to sleep until very late... usually around 12 or 1 at least.
It's funny, because I've been engaged for a year and a half, and I was never really that stressed out about the wedding. I just planned things as I went, and everything seemed to go very smoothly. But once the 3 month mark hit, man it was like a light switch went on, and things are CRAZY! I have been working on the invitations this week, coordinating everything with the Berkeley City Club, trying to find a parking lot for the guests in Berkeley, getting addresses, talking to the minister who is going to marry us, getting info about tuxes to all the guys in the wedding party, looking for attendants gifts, etc etc etc. Simply nuts. Not to mention the fact that I'm IN a wedding next weekend. When did life get so crazy? It seems like even without planning a wedding, I have too much to do. Maybe its just my anxiety...it may be time to get a higher dose of Ativan! Haha... Oh well, only about 2 months to go, and we will be relaxing on the sunny beaches of Mazatlan! Until then, please excuse my insanity.
XOXO,
Nikki
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Thanks for stopping by my blog yesterday. I hope you enjoyed the pictures. I even was able to get one of you in there! I know it's hard, but try not to get too stressed out as the countdown to your wedding day starts. It's really a day for you and Jose to tell each other how much you love one another and to be able to share all that with your friends and family. And that is what will make the day perfect, no matter what else happens! Take care.
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